0615意識流

對著黑咖啡,打了個無病呻吟又有點還沒乾透的哈欠

真他媽的想念書,可只停在想這念頭為止.

今天是小胖子的生日,我一直都記得的!

頂著細雨,有點濕了上衣和褲子、過份詩情畫意的雨~

帶著Coldstone的冰淇淋蛋糕為小胖子慶生!!Happy Birthday~

總是有一、兩個,兩三個人讓你願意為了他,

只要他開口!或者在開口之前妳早就已經有了定見吧!



終於他媽要回去了,盡管爹說若能修補母子關係,

對我未來的人生和價值觀才不會有缺憾!然而...

已無能為力的我,只轉述孱弱的手要記得用力.

啾竟~說謊和裝傻哪個比較壞?

應該是一樣的吧?都是逃避和推卸的表現啊!



如果,如果我從千里之外跋涉前來

只是因為

只是因為曾經擁有的許諾

今生絕不肯再錯過

如果,如果我從千里之外輾轉尋來

只是因為呀

只是因為有人在紅山等我.

席慕蓉<我摺疊著我的愛>



推開黑色鏡面上的一幅潑墨山水畫,

我的疲憊暫時飄出我體外,

貪婪地牛飲咖啡因而得到片刻歡愉.



小店的服務生,大樹,可以認出客人的情緒,

尤其是那些常來的!即使遮掩、偽裝的程度因人而異,

清楚且透徹的被看穿了~

或許我的笑還不夠自然。有人說過,

一個人有多壞,要看他的笑容;

而我今天說,一個人的真,要看他的笑容.

做出禮貌性的笑容,我轉入鵝黃色的空間裡被封印



isyoni女和zabu女,同樣給我一種相似的感覺.

彷彿飽經世事然後選擇一片葉子安定的感覺,

不同的是isyoni女有嬌嬌女的氣味,我都聞得到

zabu女有圓融純粹的輪廓.

相同的是,它們都有著冷若冰霜的姿態,

裡頭藏著不敢輕易給出的和煦春光!

而這是深愛,

用盡氣力釘上每片靈魂的破碎之後再小心翼翼拼回去的痕跡.

是「曾」深愛過的痕跡.



"If you can resecu me."



If you rescue me,
I'll be your friend forever,
Let me in your bed,
I'll keep you warm in winter,
All the kiddies are playing
and they're having such fun,
I wish that could happen to me,
But if you rescue me,
I'll never have to be alone again.

Oh the cars drive so fast
and the people are mean,
and sometimes it's hard to find food,
let me into your room,
I'll keep you warm and amused,
all the things we can do in the rain

If you rescue me,
I'll be your friend forever,
Let me in your bed,
I'll keep you warm in winter,

Oh someday I know
someone will look into my eyes
and say, "Hello, you're my very special kitten",
So if you rescue me,
I'll never have to be alone again,
I'll never have to be alone again,
I'll never have to be alone again.



知道不會再遇見了,卻像忍不住眨眼睛,

一天一天到師大報到!像上癮了,像是已經重複了21次的習慣








06.15意識流